I'm sorrrry!! For not being on here forever!!!! Sorry sorry sorry!!! Ugh after my last journal entry things in my life...well put it simply got complicated and screwed around....So here I am again years later!!! Actually quite frankly litterrally! I have a new account on here and PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!! If you are watching me on this account follow me onto my new one!!! here it is!! Thankies!!! TTYL!!

I'm really moody,tired , and will be going to bed after I finish everything online. Haven't spoke to Cal, or Jesse so I'm pretty bored...it's like practically 2:00 in the morning and I'm typing this....Well my sisters always have the laptop so I only get it at night now....well yeah the christmas music is helping out with my unpredictable mood swings...I feel like crap, so I'm just not going to look in the mirror, for one I get upset to see myself like this, and then the reflection scares the crap out of me....so yeah goodnight happy thanksgiving if don't come back online...oh yeah one more thing MY MOM IS COMING BACK!! YAY!! ON WED.!!!!

First of all jhgfvDwTTjessekissedmekljkll (the message is in there) and then second of all my C is back to an A. I'm a happy mofo, and I'm trying to make sure i can keep everything up. DDDDDDDDDD

On my report card I got 6 A's one B, didn't complain. But I checked progress book this morning ..the class I got a B in had a C, the teacher hadn't updated it in a while when it still showed a B, but now I'm freaking out, I haven't been paying too much attention to my school work because of Jesse.....shit.....my bad,.....oh well I'm up my grade so I'm not too worried about it...but I'm still am at the same time....moo...oh well....:/ ttyl for now.

Yup, finally got the courage to do it. Moo, Yeah, I'm just going to make this journal really short, so yeah. Needed to get that out my system....